s h u l i n g

生命 vs. 傀儡

2009-09-01T20:07:00.000+08:00

好想离开寻找一个无人的荒岛

放下繁忙的脚步好好享受大自然的一切

不用在乎别人的眼神逍遥自在的漫步

不用为了下一顿饭而忍声吞气委曲求全

宁可用自己的手去打猎也不愿看到那些爱骂人的嘴脸

虽然想象中的荒岛的生活有点闷有点遥远

但是我还是好想去

不用为了前途而伤脑筋为了笨重的功课掉了一整地的头发为了不用挨骂而拚了死命的读书

也许我不会那么消极但是我真得好想走

一走了之也好风风火火的消失也罢

我不想再成为生命的傀儡了

我可以吗？

♥ raining ♥

2009-08-23T11:40:00.002+08:00

It's raining again, but I'm here to write something. Just to take a break after waking up at 8:40a.m. and vacuum the floor as I don't like dirty and hairy floor. Some people like me really care bout the sanitation, feel so good when everything is in order.

I gotta feeling, that today's gonna be a good day. Because I do remember what Zhi Xiang told me, forgive and forget. She appologize and I accepted, happy ending isn't it? She's right, friends is much more better then foe. =D

♥ raining ♥

Heavy rain again =[

2009-08-22T20:49:00.004+08:00

Seems like today I didn't go out to sell ice kacang is a good decision, it's raining out there. I'm not moody, but I really don't have that kind of mood to eat. At least I'm not hungry at all. Studying tax for 5 hours and I really need a break. Preparing for next Saturday test, felt so suprise when lecturer called my name to answer the question just now, thanks Aaron for helping me.

Frankly speaking I'm okay to repeat all the subjects that I flunk last semester, but I can't stand with the enviroment in the class. It's so noisy and some of the student really damn bad manners, can't stop talking and making jokes. There's too much student in one class that's why they start to have some kind of misunderstand, but not all of them. At least I meet someone like Weinee, Ginnie, Martin, Jojo, Juwel, Jiehong, Yinseang, Rashed, and many many more. But some really like what Aaron told me, some really looks like vampire and horse face *lol*

Most of the girl in the class really care bout their outlook until they forget what is the meaning of 'inner beauty'. But this is what all the girls care about aint it? Excluded me. Thanks god at least I've friends like weinee and ginnie which I really appreciate this two girl very much. They pay 100% attention in class, unless they're sick or sleepy.

I'm not a judge, but then I know that they seldom absent compare to all the seniors. They just love to be late.

Get well soon Weinee.

So complicated, so sad

2009-08-16T18:32:00.003+08:00

Overcast sky again, felt so lazy to go out for dinner and want to stay at home for tonight. *Cough cough*

I want to recover as soon as possible, really cant stay with Big Bite's Bihun Vege Soup which cost me RM 3.70 anymore. Tasteless and tasteless, suitable for people like me....

I don't want to go out

I don't want to eat

I don't want to be like that =(

Give yourself a break, you deserve it!

2009-08-01T15:15:00.003+08:00

It's raining and it's a very good timing to sleep as well. Especially for those people who like to sleep and stay at home. This semester seems to be very free for me as I'm taking four external papers and no assignment for me at all. All I have to do is be prepare for the final and the test that will be given by Mr Tan. Damn it! I don't understand who is the one that create income tax and is it a must to make the tax law become so difficult to understand? No point to blame the people, and I guess it's time for me to rest. =) Take care everybody! Get more rest and drink more water, but don't forget to work harder for our own future! Sweet dreams! =)

I love chocolate

I love snoopy

I love iPod

2009-07-26T00:18:00.001+08:00

Yes!

I'm happy!

I felt so happy!

I'm smilling.

Yes, I'm!

I love the cake from you =)

The day after my Big day

2009-07-23T20:27:00.005+08:00

Nothing special, just that I accidentally spend more than I expected. =O

Late to class bout 15 minutes I think, and I don't understand what's wrong with the HP 10bII... Why must it be so expensive? $29.99 in US, means about RM110, but why we have to pay up to RM140? RM30 can buy how many books already you know?

Sigh, this post won't be a long post as I'm damn tired after mopping whole house as this is what I should do, hand washing all the clothes and finally I have to wash the toilet. Okay, as I said, nothing special.

I'm still alive isn't it? =)

Transcript

2009-07-21T11:47:00.002+08:00

Went to level 3 with Kee to check the timetable and time slot available for us, well well well, expectable answer, he's busy enough with semester 2, 3 and 4.

Collect my transcript with Pei Ching and WHAT THE?! I got distinction for ESTABLISH AND MAINTAIN ACCOUTING INFORMATION SYSTEMS. Another distinction for SET UP AND OPERATE A COMPUTERISED ACCOUNTING SYSTEM. *It has been a dream come true* If I'm not mistaken, this two subjects are lectured by Mr Chandara and not much among us got distinction. Is this a gift for me because I flug all my external paper? Well, if it is, thanks God! =D *Life is good* It's embarrassing and it doesn't have to be. I've always believed that the harder you work, the more you'll be paid. Which means, I've to work even harder.

Received the very first birthday gift from Xin Yong, D.I.Y bookmark. SO SWEET. =D

I made plenty mistakes, I just had to throw myself in there and learn. And the scary thing is you are always making decisions without knowing the future.

2009-07-10T19:09:00.003+08:00

糊涂我想我真得很糊涂

想要 type flag, 却 type 到 flat 真的是有够糊涂的

拿着家里的钥匙要去 start 车真的是有够糊涂的

手上拿着肮脏的毛巾脑袋里想着要放进洗衣机洗却走到冰箱后才发现我在干什么真的是有够糊涂的

我到底怎么了？

2009-07-06T23:55:00.000+08:00

好累哦...

2009-07-04T23:29:00.003+08:00

今天做了好多事情明天也一样有很多事情要去办

先说今天的去巴刹买芋头时看到很多中学学生站在那里

原来是Flat Day

然后送我姐的车去作service再剪头发

好清爽！=)

你说得对　她们始终是我的家人

你不要再加那么快了啦　很危险的...

我　没有办法不想你

2009-07-03T17:07:00.003+08:00

事情总是在不应该发生的时候发生

如果一切照旧什么都没有发生到的话

那么今年的生日应该是我和你一起度过的

而我也不会那么伤心难过

我不是和你没话好说而是我知道或许我给你带来的永远只有伤害

你说我怀疑你对我的感情其实我没有

我活得充实但是我不快乐

你真得很傻很傻

发生了这么多伤害到你的事情过后你还是那么的关心我

好感动....

我还是很喜欢你

2009-07-02T13:14:00.005+08:00

嗯，好久没有上来写东写西了

明明全身累得快要垮下来了却又失眠

假期活得很充实

一直忙忙忙忙家务忙赚钱忙着忙着

上一个帖写的是爸爸出国的第一个星期吧？

这一个帖要写的是还剩几天他就要回来了

我知道他一回来就代表说我要被审问了

我不想你回来啊真矛盾

有个朋友对我说他好像是喜欢上某个我认识的女孩

我只想对你说，祝福你吧！

虽然我不是很喜欢她

但是喜欢她的人是你不是我

所以还好拉我会祝福你的

要加油哦！

还有的是你对我说了你不介意一切已成为过去

你所谓的过去包括了你对我的好吗？

昨晚失眠听到任贤齐的新歌 - 副歌的第一句

还有好多好多让我想起你的回忆

都过去了不是吗？

我会学会坚强.

-.没有了你的关怀我很难过.-

2009-05-19T09:59:00.003+08:00

Daddy 不在槟城的第一个星期一

他星期五起飞
冷冷清清的度过拜六礼拜
直到今天
要打战的星期一
他如果没有去到这么远
那么，我们就不会这么辛苦了
可是，他在那边的同时也是很辛苦
要考试了
是时候要打拼了
读书的同时要照顾妈妈还要做生意
没关系，我相信7个星期很快就会熬过去的
希望他在那边会平平安安，万事都顺顺利利
快点回来咯

很久没有碰到我的laptop了

也很久没有联络到你了

我，很想你

真的，很想你

2009-05-13T23:46:00.002+08:00

今天是星期四了

最后一天了

我很舍不得你

2009-05-12T20:27:00.005+08:00

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I miss you, I do =D

Long list

2009-05-09T21:49:00.005+08:00

*Take a long deep breath* I wish I know what's wrong with me. I'm blur, looks like elephant + dinosaur *sorry elephant + dinosaur, really mempersiasuikan sahaja* Okay larh, I understand that you guys are just kidding with me. This is not what I want as well right? Who want to be fat? *LOL*
Will do the correction by tomorrow okay? What a hectic day!

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TO BE CONTINUE. . .

MISS YOU SO MUCH. . . . =)

2009-05-07T07:20:00.011+08:00

*sigh* Running out of brain juice. Don't know what to write. Oh yea, going to sit for INTERNAL CONTROL's third assessment at 1 p.m.. I'm who I'm. This is what I want to say afterall. I do last minutes work, like Chandara/Chandra's *whatever* assignment, he's a nice lecturer, I think, kinda lazy, dark-skinned people and what else huh? Nothing much that I know bout him. Back to the assignment he gave, *hmmmm* have to submit it before 3 p.m. but but, I start doing it in college about 1 p.m.. Ending? Manage to finish it but he rejected my assignment. It's like paying instalment you know? Not sure how many question contain in this assignment but I remember, the one that I submit to him yesterday contain 2 questions only. How bout the other questions? LOL. Even internal control's assessment also I haven't touch yet although Kee gave us the question before break. *Plan to do it later* For me, if anyone of my friends come and ask me the question of the assignment and IF I know the answer because I done my revision before they ask, I'll guide them. Unlike somebody's assignment, she act like she is the smartest in the class and walk like donald duck. *yea yea I hate her* She's so self-fish, kia-su and kia si. This is not the end of the story, just that I dont want to crap anything bout the person I hate in my own blog. Unlike her, her assignment got quantity but not quality. *laugh laugh laugh* How I know? Of course I know, just that she's the only one that don't know how or why I know bout her assignment. Once again, I HATE HER!

By the way, thanks to Zhi Xiang for reminding me that tml is Jeff's birthday. I guess, it's time for me to go to bank again as not much $$ left in my wallet. *sigh*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEFF*.

HOPE THAT AFTER TODAY, YOU'LL BECOME MORE AND MORE MATURE.

shuling ar shuling, faster prepare yourself then go to college for internal control! =X

*in advance

Wants

2009-04-29T10:02:00.005+08:00

SO HOT! SO HUNGRY! I WANT TO EAT MC DONALD. . . .

What are the signs and symptoms of Swine Flu in people?
The symptoms of Swine Flu in people are similar to the symptoms of regular Human Flu and include fever, cough, sore throat, body aches, headache, chills and fatigue. Some people have reported diarrhoea and vomiting associated with Swine Flu. In the past, severe illness (pneumonia and respiratory failure) and deaths have been reported with Swine Flu infection in people. Like Seasonal Flu, swine flu may cause a worsening of underlying chronic medical conditions.

2009-04-25T18:34:00.009+08:00

他vs她

他
默默的守护着女生
忍受女生不时的忽冷忽热
看着女生和朋友说话时
他静静地站在旁边等着女生

他
或许不靓仔
或许不是名列前茅的男生
或许不是一个可以令女孩子一见钟情的男生
但是, 他就是愿意包容着女生

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她
不明白为什么他会喜欢她
不明白为什么两个没有交叉点的平行线会联系在一起
不明白为什么他会如此的包容着她一次又一次的拒绝
不明白为什么一向没有耐心的她这次竟然会把他看到这样重要

她
没有自信
没有好看的脸孔和傲人的身材
没有淑女般的好脾气
但是, 她很喜欢他

2009-04-22T14:28:00.003+08:00

平时不做亏心事，半夜不怕鬼门敲

你快活我快死

你幽默我沉默

你怕浪费我爱浪漫

Bra meter

2009-04-18T14:20:00.018+08:00

A Friend Is Like A Good Bra...

Hard to Find

Supportive

Comfortable

Always Lifts You Up

Never Lets You Down or Leaves You Hanging

And Is Always Close To Your Heart!!!

2009-04-17T12:38:00.008+08:00

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JUST K.I.S.S.

Went to PC Fair with THE, TPC, NKS, TWS, & JNWL.

HEADACHE T_T

Keep

Short

Simple

2009-04-14T19:09:00.004+08:00

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LESS IS MORE

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P.S. Dear, 6529! 9248 968 28 56229 67 94373? =D

2009-04-13T23:55:00.002+08:00

*smiling broadly*

What a release when I found out that Internal Control's assessment is not going to held on this coming Thursday.

*hum~*

Can breathe easier already.

Not that hectic anymore. =D

No need to say: "Please don't bother me. I'm busy doing my assessement/assignment." to my friends anymore. =)

*gasping*

-FRESH AIR NEEDED-

P.S. dear, 226 4 3283 968 66 8447 266464 933637329?

DARE TO BE DIFFERENT

2009-04-12T15:50:00.001+08:00

DARE TO BE DIFFERENT

I HATE YOU!

2009-04-09T09:32:00.009+08:00

NEGATIVE ELEMENT POST

Hello everyone, well it was raining this morning and I’m feeling dull, uninspired. *looks down towards the floor* String of events come about and I realize that the truth is not that easy for me to accept. So what else happen today, Tax's assignment was interesting…we did something about decline in value or something, I dont know what to say about it, from first glance it seems easy, but when I do it, it was like uhm uhm *scratches head*, guess its true what my F4 & F5 Modern Math teacher says “You think you know, but you don’t know”. *looks down towards the floor again*

Sigh, HEADACHE!

I'm really struggling to get this right because it's important to me. I ain't greedy, I don't aim for clear distinction as I know that I don't deserve it. Only people who work for it will deserve full distinction. I wish I can find time to finish my tax's homework, financial management performance and of course my company accounting as well.

That's all for negative element post. =[

POSITIVE ELEMENT POST
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*tah-dah* Went out with dear yesterday but, there's not enough time for us to watch fast and furious 4. Dear, we will make it by next week okay? Too late for McValue Meal as well, so we went for Canton-i. Nice decoration, good service and of course the food over there is so delicious yet outrageous!

-the menu-

steamed piggy bun

That's all for positive element post. =]

Comments and Criticism appreciated

p.s. [9248464 * 367 * 968]

Positive element

2009-04-06T22:14:00.006+08:00

Positive positive? Okay, positive?

*Let me think*

Can I consider that I'm going to watch Fast & Furious 4 with my dear by tomorrow as positive element? At least I myself think that this is something sweet and nice right? =D

*Let me think*

Can I consider that Joan is getting better and better as positive element? Yea! This is the third time for me to visit her in hospital, and she's getting better compare with the first time I saw her. This is the first time for me to fold crance for someone and she's the first one. Who help me? No, I'm the one that help Huiling and Loke, Su Chain tried to help us as well. But ends up with give up. =[ It's okay, Winsam and Jeff, Wei Er, Ivy, Szeli, Von, Warren, Suyang, Kelvin and Cecilia, Shuntze, Siew Ying, Yi Xuan, Yen Shan, Jing Ting and almost all of us fold at least one crane for Joan. Plan to give it to her by tomorrow but I gave it to her by today. =) Hope that the crane will accompany her when we are not there with her, kept asking her to get well soon as I don't know what else I can tell her. Make jokes with her, telling her that I miss her and ask her to do tax's assessment for me. What can I do other then this? Solace her and ask her to get well soon so that I can treat her whatever she want to eat once she's fully recover. Waiting for that day.

I hope, there is some positive element exist in my blog. =]

I laugh,

and I pledge! I wont wear shorts to class anymore! Damn scary.... =O

p.s. ZHI XIANG, it's okay if you dont want to tell me who's she but please tell her, feel free to ask me any question. Jiunnhwan, is the guy I like. =D

黑色星期五

2009-04-03T20:40:00.005+08:00

第一次用华语写

第一次在用餐时接到来电说朋友出车祸了

第一次发现到说我是这样没有耐心, 这么无奈

第一次有一种恐怖的想法，就是我宁愿吃学校烂到不能在烂的食物，贵到不能再贵，呕到不能再呕，也不要出去吃勒。
如果真的腻了，厌了，倦了，要出去吃也要驾慢慢就算迟到也无所谓，平安就好。

第一次赶来赶去，从皇后湾赶去学校，跑到现场再赶到医院P，又赶去另外一间医院G，又赶回医院P, 最后赶回学校跟教授交待一声就拖着身体回家

这样的第一次，不好
这样的第一次，会是最后一次

是timing不对也好，时运低也好
希望大家出入都要小心，迟到好过没到不是么？
毕竟我们都是新手上路，不要逞一时之快而造成了无法收拾的地步
出门前，如果家里有得拜拜的，先拜拜了再出门
迷信也好，求个安心也好
平安就好。

平安就好

希望柔雁还有Demmi 可以快快好起来陪大家一起读书一起努力
也希望Ee Fang 不要在自责了
哭也哭过了
雨后一定会天晴的
赛翁失马焉知非福？
大家一定会没事的。

p.s. Can I hug you and cry?

Eh Eh?

2009-04-02T15:31:00.010+08:00

Cherry cherry
Boom boom
GaGa

Boy, we've had a real' good time
And I wish you the best on your way
Eh
I didn't mean to hurt you
I never thought we'd fall out of place
Eh eh

I have something that I love long-long
But my friends keeping telling me that something's wrong
Then I met someone

And babe, there's nothing else I can say
Eh eh
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh
I wish you'd never looked at me that way
Eh eh
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh

Not that I don't care about you
Just that things got so compilquee
Eh
I met somebody cute and finally got each other
And that's funny
hey, eh eh

I have something that I love long-long
But my friends keeping telling me that something's wrong
Then I met someone

And babe, there's nothing else I can say
Eh eh
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh
I wish you'd never looked at me that way
Eh eh
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh

(Eh eh, eh eh, oh yeah...)

I have something that I love long-long
But my friends keeping telling me that something's wrong
Then I met someone

And babe, there's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh...
Eh eh
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh,
I wish you'd never looked at me that way
Eh eh,

There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh (eh eh)
I wish you'd never looked at me that way
Eh eh (eh eh)
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh (eh eh)

hey
Cherry cherry, boom boom

Eh eh, hey,
Oh yeah

All I can say is eh eh

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没有如果

如果我说爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那爱是不是有一点弱
如果我说爱我没有如果真
的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还怕什么
快牵起我的手

有人说
世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前
你却不知道我爱你

我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉的那天

如果我说
爱我没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那爱是不是有一点弱

如果我说爱没有如果
真的爱我就放手一搏
还想什么还怕什么
快牵起我的手

p.s. dear I miss you =]

April

2009-04-01T17:15:00.008+08:00

Today is 1st of April, which means today is, APRIL FOOL!

April Fools' Day or All Fools' Day, although not a holiday in its own right, is a notable day celebrated in many countries on April 1. The day is marked by the commission of hoaxes and other practical jokes of varying sophistication on friends, family members, enemies, and neighbours, or sending them on fool's errand, the aim of which is to embarrass the gullible. Traditionally, in some countries, the jokes only last until noon: like UK, Australia, New Zealand and Canada, someone who plays a trick after noon is called an "April Fool". Elsewhere, such as in Ireland, France, and the USA, the jokes last all day.

Nawh, just copy and paste from wikipedia kay? XD

Good news: I score 99 marks for Evaluating organisation's financial performance

Bad News: I just copy and paste to my answer sheet in the exam hall, means, I don't understand.

Solution: MUST STUDY HARDER AND HARDER LARH! lol...

Today, is 1st of April
Today, is Su Chain's birthday
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Happy Birthday Su Chain!

p.s. hope dear's dad will get well soon =(

T-day

2009-03-31T18:48:00.007+08:00

Life is short

Break the rules

Forgive quickly

Kiss passionately

Love truly

Laugh constantly

And never stop smiling no matter how strange life is

Life is not always the party we expected to be but as long as we are here, we should smile and be grateful.

Happy Birthday Khea Seng.

p.s. I know you won't see this, just want to wish you, happy birthday =D

listening to: 梁靜茹別再為他流淚 + 五月天笑忘歌 + Lady GaGa - Eh, Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say)

*不是每个人都会站在原点等待的，所以于一凡下次如果遇到了一个想要守护的女孩千万不要轻易放开她的手，当你松开手的时候，她有可能将消失在这茫茫人海。再也不会回来

H-day

2009-03-28T11:39:00.003+08:00

*aaaawh* struggling struggling struggling *aaaawh*

I felt so miserable, disheartened and cheerless
but at the same time
I felt so forthright, glorious and insaneness!

Why?

Miserable, disheartened and cheerless because I let my dear walking around in Gurney Plaza just because I told him I'm there but I didnt accompany him or let him join us. But I know, I know if he join me and my friends, all of them will felt very weird and uncomfortable. Isn't it? I rather choose there is only me and my dear walking around. Peiching is right about this, I can't spend much time with him but when I can hang out with him, I didn't do so. It's my fault, I know, thats why I'm so miserable, disheartened and cheerless.

Forthright, glorious and insaneness because this is the first time for me to hang out with all of my buddies in red-box. Peiching, Huey Enn, Li Ling, Me, Zhi Xiang, Jeffey, Kea/Khea Seng (not sure bout his name) and Win Sam. Spending 4 hours in red-box but it's so enjoyable and memorable. We shout, we sing, we laugh. I still remember when I was still studying in secondary school, our teacher force us to sing louder and louder in assembly, but yesterday, no one force us to sing and we can sing even louder then than those people with mic. =D

Okay, that's why it's H-day isnt it?

p.s. ooowh! By the way, support earth hour 2009 please!

W-day

2009-03-25T14:14:00.003+08:00

I want to S L E E E E E E E E E E E E E E E E E E E P until the moment I want to wake up.

I want to sleep and mum, please don't wake me up and let me have a nice+sweet dream okay?

Don't wake me up and ask me to buy breakfast for you, vacuum the floor and bla bla bla for you please. I can do it for you whenever I'm free provided with my mood is on the right track and right mood.

I'm tired, I can see all the words my text books dancing and laughing.

I'm tired, I have my own assignment and test waiting for me yet I have to help you at night which all of my friends is studying at home, maybe relaxing by playing games and so on.

And I'm telling myself that I should do this by helping you to reduce your burden. I'm telling myself that I was much more stonger than I think.

I'm, ain't I?

Tuesday Night

2009-03-24T19:13:00.002+08:00

Okay, no more complain about Mr. Tan for telling me that it's not a must to attend the meeting but, I want to thanks him for letting me to be the class representative. At least I know that they're trying to improve themself by listening to our feedback.

1st feedback: NOT ENOUGH CARPARK
[Solution: Either park near to hostel or wait for the limited car park which will open for all of us by next week.]

2nd feedback: BIG BITE's FOOD (very expensive + not nice at all)
[Solution: Their contract will end by this coming April.]

3rd feedback: TISSUE PROVIDED IN TOILET for LEVEL 2 and 3 only
[Solution: If you need it, you can get it from level 2 or 3, because student never appreciate it and misuse this kind of privilege]

4th feedback: WEIRD LIFT (From level 5 go to level 4, level 3, then the lift went back to level 5 again; where our destination is level 2)
[Solution: We will fix it.]

5th feedback: NOT ENOUGH PLUG OBTAINABLE IN LIBRARY
[Solution: Will add in for you'll.]

Frankly speeking, I can't remember all of the feedback and I hope they can really fix our problem. =)

p.s. So sad and so happy, I score nine over ten for Business Plan's quiz. =]

D-O-N-E

2009-03-23T09:38:00.012+08:00

Time flies huh? Week 7 already, just finish my F I N A N C I A L R E P O R T's assessment in class and I just runaway from class and came to library. Our lecturer want to continue teaching after the test finish. But I just.... *hmmm* no mood to attend his class I guess.

Well well well, I finish my L A W's Assignment 2 and 3 already, but I haven't start my T A X's Assignment yet. Reason? Because L A W's Assignment 2 have to pass up by next Friday before 5p.m.. Becuase I don't know how to start the assignment while my brain juice is currently out of stock.*sigh*

What I have to do now is, print my B U S I N E S S P L A N's assignment.
What I have to do now is, make sure I'll submit my assignment on time.
What I have to do now is, help Huiling to do part of her assignment.
What I have to do now is, buy something for mummy and myself to eat.
What I have to do now is, publish this post.
What I want to do now is, S L E E P :O

Heartache's Day

2009-03-22T16:38:00.006+08:00

*sigh* Emotional distress-ing *sigh*

This is very absurd and ridiculous's jokes in my life! My hair is getting too long compare with 11 years ago and if I'm not mistaken, the last time I cut my hair is before SPM. Which means, I didn't cut my hair for almost 15 months. *BRAVO*, so I'll need to cut it soon. But, this kind of impulse make me heartache until now. [w-h-y?]

Well, it's just a very simple reason. Because, from the moment I sit on the chair until I stand up, roughly estimated less than 5 minutes and it cost me $14! It's no longer related to my meanness's personality anymore, I know I'm a girl who is lack of generosity but the problem is, it's not worth that much! *aaawh*

*Sigh* I'm fatigued, tomorrow is S u n d a y right? *Self-deception*

p.s. hair cut less than 5 minutes = no conspicuously alteration

W-H-Y

2009-03-21T20:11:00.008+08:00

WHY IS EVERYONE rushing here and there just to get the answer for monday's test which is Financial Reporting? WHY IS EVERYONE doing his/her's assignment at the very last minutes and blame that they don't have enough time?WHY IS EVERYONE having this kind of behavior which is characterised by deferment of actions or tasks to a later time and WHY word like 'procrastinate' will exist in human beings's life including me?

I'm sick of this kind of lifestyle, busy like a bee and ends up with nothing =(

Lifestyle which is overloaded with assignment and as well as assessment coming up with home works which will never and never, never and never know how to draw a simple full stop; why me?

*AHEM*I know, I know that I'm not suppose to complain anything about my studies because all of us have plenty of time to prepare the answer for the assessment but laziness is killing me! X] *sigh*

My Life Would Suck Without You

2009-03-20T16:10:00.004+08:00

Kelly Clarkson - My Life Would Suck Without You

Guess this means you’re sorry
You’re standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
What you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you’d never come back
But here you are again
Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you
Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin’ to pick a fight
I know that I’ve got issues
But you’re pretty messed up too
Anyway, I found out I’m nothing without you
Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you
Being with you is so dysfunctionalI
Really shouldn’t miss you, but I can’t let you go
Oh yeah
Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

属于

2008-12-29T14:50:00.003+08:00

梁静茹 - 屬於

我堅持的都值得堅持嗎
我所相信的就是真的嗎

如果我敢追求我就敢擁有嗎
而如果都算了不要呢

或許吧或許我永遠都不會遇見他
或許吧或許我太天真了吧

屬於我的昨天之前的結局
我決定我的決定
屬於我的明天之後的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心
我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情
我們再一起努力

屬於風的那就去飛翔吧
屬於海洋的那就洶涌吧
屬於我們的愛該來的就來吧
為什麼不敢呢不要呢?

是他吧命中早就注定了的那個他
是他吧他原來就在這裡啊

屬於我的昨天之前的結局
我決定我的決定
屬於我的明天之後的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信

屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心
我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情
我們再一起努力

屬於我的昨天之前的結局
我決定我的決定
屬於我的明天之後的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心
我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情
我們再一起努力

屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心
我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情
我們還要努力

別再為他流淚

你走了太久一定很累

他錯了不該你來面對

離開他就好就算了

心情很乾脆

他其實沒有那麼絕對

遠一點你就看出真偽

離開他不等於你的世界會崩潰

轉個彎你還能飛

就別再為他流淚

別再讓他操控你的傷悲

就算有一點愚昧

一點點後悔也不要太狼狽

他不值得你的淚

把那遺憾留在大雨的街

你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目

追以後為自己醉每段感情都非常珍貴

他的好你就放在心扉

記得有個人曾讓你那樣的心醉

你笑了照亮夜幕的黑

什麼夢都不比你的美

多少年以後想起他還有些體會

.那些你已無所謂就別再為他流淚

別再讓他操控你的傷悲

就算有一點愚昧一點點後悔也不要太狼狽

他不值得你的淚把那遺憾留在大雨的街

你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目

追以後為自己醉

就別再為他流淚

別再讓他操控你的傷悲

就算有一點愚昧一點點後悔也不要太狼狽

他不值得你的淚

把那遺憾留在大雨的街你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追以後管他是誰